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Slow. Slower. Slowerrr.

I'm getting slower and slower. Damn it. The last time I did my 30x100m sets was like last last Saturday!? And I missed training, both yesterday evening and today. I feel like I'm a big dumb slacker. Rahhh. Stupid hormones. I hate you. If this happens again by the time I'm about to fly off in May, I'll kick myself. >< I was reassuring myself, maybe the reason I'm getting slower is 'cause I haven't been doing much push-ups. But wth? I think my legs are even weaker can. My 100m timings are slower than when I don't use fins at all. And I can't complete my sets, either because I'm getting blisters from my fins, or 'cause my weak ankles are failing me. Ugh I'm so irritated with my body. How am I going to compete in May like this? I gotta work a million times harder if I wanna bring something back. Andandand, I'm so f a t already please. So depressing. If I need to go for runs. Soon. ):

April 01 (:

Appreciate.

In the past, I didn't know how to appreciate the good things that appeared in my life.
Well, I have nobody to blame, except me, myself and I.
It's time I start to learn to appreciate what I have.

Nobody...

I am sad.I am sad.
I am sad.
Nobody's here to listen to me rant.
Nobody understands.
Nobody...
Nobody...
Nobody at all...

I'm sleepy

I had a fruitful Saturday:

• Fins training.
  Though I wasn't really giving it my best 'cause my legs were so tired they were about to give way.
• Played some pool.
  I think I improved! Haha.
• & then training @ TPY.
  Madness man.
  PT + 30x100m obstacles. DOUBLE WOW.
  But I'm proud to say I managed fine. I realised the only way to complete 30x100 sets is to deceive yourself. I kept telling Huabin, "I'm not tired, I'm not tired, I'm tired. Tired meh? Where got? I'm not tired..." & it works if you sing to yourself underwater! Lol I think I sound like I'm crazy saying all these, but it really works. Whee. At least for me. :D

Anyway, I'll be away for some two-day-one-night class bonding. We'll be camping at some MOE Jalan Bahtera Adventure Camp, which I think was where I had my p5 camp! Okay, Leonard's bugging me on msn. & he says I'm taking 10 years to reply him. The thing is, I'm super sleepy now & what does that mean? That means I gotta go sleep now 'cause my brain's gonna switch off soon.

3, 2, 1.

-Switches off-

Dang, why do I feel like I'm Leonard?
Maybe 'cause his brain's switched off most of the time. :P

Whee, g'night!

A happy picture

I'm putting this up 'cause looking at it makes me happy!