Appreciate.

In the past, I didn't know how to appreciate the good things that appeared in my life.
Well, I have nobody to blame, except me, myself and I.
It's time I start to learn to appreciate what I have.

Nobody...

I am sad.I am sad.
I am sad.
Nobody's here to listen to me rant.
Nobody understands.
Nobody...
Nobody...
Nobody at all...

I'm sleepy

I had a fruitful Saturday:

• Fins training.
  Though I wasn't really giving it my best 'cause my legs were so tired they were about to give way.
• Played some pool.
  I think I improved! Haha.
• & then training @ TPY.
  Madness man.
  PT + 30x100m obstacles. DOUBLE WOW.
  But I'm proud to say I managed fine. I realised the only way to complete 30x100 sets is to deceive yourself. I kept telling Huabin, "I'm not tired, I'm not tired, I'm tired. Tired meh? Where got? I'm not tired..." & it works if you sing to yourself underwater! Lol I think I sound like I'm crazy saying all these, but it really works. Whee. At least for me. :D

Anyway, I'll be away for some two-day-one-night class bonding. We'll be camping at some MOE Jalan Bahtera Adventure Camp, which I think was where I had my p5 camp! Okay, Leonard's bugging me on msn. & he says I'm taking 10 years to reply him. The thing is, I'm super sleepy now & what does that mean? That means I gotta go sleep now 'cause my brain's gonna switch off soon.

3, 2, 1.

-Switches off-

Dang, why do I feel like I'm Leonard?
Maybe 'cause his brain's switched off most of the time. :P

Whee, g'night!

A happy picture

I'm putting this up 'cause looking at it makes me happy!

1.5km swim and 10km run

Saturday, 17th March
East Coast Park
Singapore Biathlon
1.5KM SWIM AND 10KM RUN

Oh no, I'm going to drink water/get stung by jellyfish (like last year)/struggle for my run. ):

HAHA JUST KIDDIN'!

CHRISTINEBOOXIAOYING,
YOU'RE GOING TO DO WELL TOMORROW!
(INSERT LOADS OF OTHER SELF-ENCOURAGEMENT STATEMENTS)



YAYE I CAN DO IT!
WHY?
BECAUSE I'M
CHRISTINEBOOXIAOYING!
HAHAHA



WHEE OKAY, WISH ME LUCK! XD

- & she scurries off to bed for a good night's rest (: -

Behind that smile,

Don'tyouagreethatit'squitehardtostopyourselffrombeingemosometimes? IknowverywellthatifI'mgoingtostartemo-ing,I'llsinkdeeperanddeeper,&endupintears. Rahh,butsometimesIjustcan'thelpitluh. Imean,isn'tittypicaltofeelhigh&hyper&surroundedwithgreatcompany,
butthenthenextmoment,you'realone(pangseh-edorwhatever),
ornooneseemstobelisteningtowhatyou'resaying,
ornooneseemstobebotheredbywhatyou'redoing,
&youfeelasthoughtheentireworldjustcamecrashingdownonyou
&people,whomyouthoughtwouldatleasthelpinstoppingtheworldfromcrushingyou,aregone?
&peoplewhousedtoshowmeloadsacare&concernareignoringmenow,asmuchasIcangatherfrommyfeelings. It'smyfault,actually.
ButIjustdon'tlikethingsthewaytheyarenow.
Idon'tlikethiskindofunfamiliarity.